Sunday, April 17, 2005
Haiz...This girl..Is a gud gurl..She helped me in many many ways when i wanted help from her..She didn't asked much from me though..We had a small problem though..The last few days, I had some jealous thoughts...And so on...She kept calling me a "Liar", So when i went offline...As i was going out for a Grand birthday Party at somewhere...Be4 i went out for the dinner...I read her e-mail, she said she wanted to forget someone in her mind..And today is the day when she'll forget him and give me a chance...I sms her and told her, if she and him is still in contact wif each other, forget about me..But she said they lost contact..I really regreted wat i've said to her after she sent me that e-mail...Now I've no idea, NO idea...NO FREAKIN Idea how to face her and talk to her...I kept saying I'm not worth her...I made some hurtful words that made her sad...After that, I think she might have mistaken that I've given up hope on her...I didn't say "I've given up on u"...I onli said that..Dun bother about me and my feelings..So, mayb now...I dont know wat to say..I dont think its possible and i think its possible...I'm really confuse right now..Anyway...I hope for the best...
ƒroš†y Jäilßird was all alone at 8:12 PM
