Thursday, July 28, 2005
From the day she broke up wif me..I dun think she ever loved me again..She was practically toying wif my feelings..If she hadn't had any feelings for me anymore..She shouldn't have told me that "I hope i can get back that feeling for you" That sentence affected me alot..I thought we had hope there already...Everytime she looked at me..I tot there was a chance...But after today..I've looked through everything...After school, Xueli went to ask Jian Wei if he wanted to help "Chen lao shi"...Obviously she didn't asked me..And obviously, She wanted Jian Wei to go wif her...We went to class..When Jian Wei took the paper and give out...Xueli also wanted to give out the papers, mayb lucky lucky take his paper den dun give him..Den he dun give her...ZzZ..Jian Wei took her paper...Den xueli tried to snatch..Den snatched away already...After awhile of their fun...Xueli got her paper, he got his paper...Xueli didn't want to give out the papers anymore..I hope whoever reads tis, gets wad i meant...She threw the stack of papers onto the table..Stessen said she attitude..Den she say Stessen attitude..Den i say both of them attitude..Xueli shouted shut up to me....Juz my own opinion..She's showing Jian Wei that she has no more feelings for me..Juz scold me and smile, laugh and haf fun wif him...I've nv got this unhappy and cheated on before...In fact, this is the first time that i'm this sad..I'm getting more and more annoyed..Becuz they went to the back of the class..I was looking infront..Jian wei and xueli was playing behind me...Den i turn back and looked at them for a few seconds..Xueli reaction was like lost..She wanted to stop playing wif Jian Wei becuz i'm looking..This obviously means that she do things behind my back and dun wanna let me noe anything she does wif other guys..THAT IS SICK!
ƒroš†y Jäilßird was all alone at 6:40 PM
