Well..After all these things that had happened..Look at what had happened..Someone told me that she no longer haf the feeling for me anymore...She told yuan xin tt I nv cared for her...I dun understand her...Did she ever cared for me? Does she understands me? When I'm unhappy..When I'm sad...Its obvious through my expression and attitude...Juz look at what will she do to me...She'll juz make me more heart broken..When I'm sad..She laughs wif her frens and joke around...What about me? I'll juz be looking at them laughing away..She's laughing happily away...She knows that im not in a good mood..She juz laughs infront of me..Leaving me alone to suffer...Is this wad i get in return? Whenever her expression is frowning...I will ask her wad happen? Not happy? And she still tells her fren tt I dun care about her..I wonder what in the world is she thinking about...She says i dun really understand her...I dun know which part she thinks i dun understand her...I juz want a happy relationship and juz...Love...I dun want much more..I dun want any heart breaking scene...
Why do we quarrel? When i say something..I'm juz joking around wif her...She takes it seriously...Den she gets angry wif me for a night..for a day..and so on...When i joke wif my other frens..Within a few mins, they juz forget it...Her frens joke wif her...I think she forgets it too...Again? Me? Always getting angry wif me often? I told her im only joking wif her...Den she still is angry..I tried to explain..She'll say forget it...She tried to explain..She'll onli explain half way through..Den she'll say forget it...But she still is angry wif me...She's angry wif me...I feel so lost...So helpless...The next day I'll be sad...The next day I'll be moody...What about her? The next day she'll be laughing wif her frens already! I really dont know whether I'm a fool? A laughing Stock? A person who has been cheated on?
The first thing is...Was she serious about being wif me or wad? She didn't know how it'll feel like being in a relationship...Or she wasn't ready for a relationship? If u were to asked me wad was my option i would choose..I would choose didn't know how it'll feel like being in a relationship...I hope fate will bring us together again...