Part 4 released.

On the next night, Mark smsed Angela. Telling her that he is going crazy about someone. But he did not disclose who is the girl he like. As he smsed, he listened to some music. Well, as he listen to the music, he'll listen and understand the lyrics too. All the songs he listened to are love songs. As he listen, he think of all things that are happening in his life.

Mark is quite an emotional and serious guy when it comes to love. So, when he listened to the songs, he shed tears. He listened to this song where it goes like this "When I lie in my bed, with the thoughts in my head" and on and on..Which is also happening to him! He lies down on the bed every night and has all those thoughts in his head.

It was about 15 mins to 1am in the morning. Mark decides to sms Christine because he hadn't been smsing her. Mark misses Christine voice too. But its just that Mark thinks that if he calls her, it'll be a short conversation because he do not know what to say to her. Which is meaningless.

So, Mark sms Christine in a unique way now. He finds himself a japanese book and starts to copy some words from it. Example, "O genki desu ka?"

He waited for her sms.

Waited..

And waited..

He believes that Christine would reply him.

He continued waiting for 15mins.

And waited..

20 mins past.

Mark gave up. She did not reply him, which also upset Mark. So he had no choice but to just go to bed and wait for the next day.



It was afternoon, around 2+. Mark decides to come online and chat with some frens. He sees his old primary school mate, who named Sharon. They chatted about some stuffs. Mark asks her to go to his blog and read his "life".

After reading, Sharon told him some meaningful things. She told him "you shouldn't have too high hopes for the person you like, because it wun be a confirm thing that the girl you like will definately like you back. If she does, its good. But if she doesn't, u'll be greatly hurt."

After hearing this, Mark sort of got "enlightened". He decides not to let himself have too high hopes for Christine and take things slowly. But Sharon also told him that, he should find one day and ask Christine out and just confess his love to her. Mark frens also told him that he should either wait or just confess his love to her. But so far, Sharon has given Mark the best advice to him. Which has really "woken" him up.